What are you afraid of? That they will see who you truly are? That you’re so different from them and they’ll have to exclude you from their life in order to remain living their “normal”, “familiar” life?
You hat is the Sun or the Moon, or the beautiful floweres refused to show who they are? How would the would be if they didn’t express a whole of their glory?
There are things that you can choose, features and gifts given for you for a reason. You’re not up to you to decide if they make sense or not. Yes, you have the free will to hide them away from public eye, but by doing this you harm yourself and all of us, all of what there is.
Don’t dim your light to fit into containers of others who don’t know how to let their light shine.