A special day for me. A day about him. A day that brings even tighter the memory of my beloved Father.
Time flies quicker than we notice. Day after day, year after year. Everything changes little by little and only by looking back we can see the all of the puzzle pieces into a picture. How interesting this is!
Another year has passed. It feels like nothing has changed although it’s all different. I’m different because of him, times are different without him. How would it be if you were still here? Would I still become the person I am today? One thing I know for certain - I would have shared all I know with you, we would’ve fall into even deeper conversations and do even crazier hand-made things.
My Dad made his transition 14 years ago and today is his birthday. A day I remember him even more than the dailies. A day that turned out to give me some sort of gifts - physical or fulfilling a dream/goal.
This year I haven’t planned to buy or experience anything, yet let’s see how the day goes. I’m simply grateful for the year, for being able to be here and now - in my first studio in Barcelona, sharing life with such an amazing souls. I still have my pains, still learning how to be a better human, still fighting old patterns. But while on my way I feel alive. I FEEL and this is the most important thing for me.
I’ve been sent here to feel and create. All the pain, challenges and struggles I went through have made me stronger, more certain of exactly this - we’re most alive when we’re able to fully feel and express ourselves.
Happy Birthday, Dad! Thank you for everything you thought me. Thank you for helping me become the person I’m becoming. Thank you for showing me my light. Thank you for always being next to me. Thank you!