Do you like changes? Sometimes they come unexpectedly and force us to re-adjust, other times they are long wished and awaited.
The second is more correct in my current state - for a long time I’ve been wishing to have my own public studio space, ideally in the city I want to live and create. And here I am sharing with you the exact outcome of my manifestation - I opened my photo studio in Barcelona! Hooray!
But is it as easy as it might sounds? Are we able to accept the physical outcome of our long, mental wishes? Or do we get scared when it all apear in our life? Sometimes wishing for something is easier than having it. Wishing takes out the responsibility to accept and manage it. It puts it in a future time that one day it might be here but until then we can act and be as we are - comfortable in our own current reality.
What happens though when our decires actually manifest? When what we saw in our head is in our hands and others can see it too? Do we take the responsibility or self-sabotage ourselves out fo fear? To want a certain outcome for yourself or in your life you have to be able to take the responsibility for your actions. This includes not only the discipline before the result but also the acceptance and ownership of the manifestation after it has appeared. I still find it hard to do the second. Which in itself puts me in this bizarre loop - why do I push what I wanted so bad when it’s finally here?
That’s being a human, isn’t it? Resistance and self-sabotage appear strongly especially with artists, as our work is not something that can be measured or comes with a handy manual. Fear will never go, it’s here to help is when we need it. However, it’s our responsibility to asses when and where is helping us or doing the oposite. Out of fear to accept what we always wanted can ruin all of our hard work and focused daydreaming. Fear of being who you know you can be inside because of what others might think will only lead you to self harm in a form of addictions or mental health issues. What we see in our head, what we desire, the person who we know we are inside are all here, given personally to us for a reason. No-one else is like you, and you’re not like anyone else. We’re all the same, all connected in this universal life, but we’re all here to spread love and create in our own unique way. So embrace it! Be it! Accept who you are, what you are here to do, what it is given to you in result of your own hard work, effort and clear vision.
You know what they say - be yourself, everyone else is taken. Accept that might be different than everyone else you know. Accept that you deserve what has come to you, because you’re the one entitled to have it. Accept your power, magnificence, your right to be fully who you are. Accept it and go forward with it, because it’s here for you. You deserve it just because you can see it!